The Soul’s Compass Workshop:

Turning the Life Skills You Already Have into the Creative Life You Want


The Strange Loneliness That Visits You in Your Well-Managed Life

and the forgotten compass that can guide you home to your creative self

What your quiet ache is trying to tell you about the life you're actually meant to be living

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The Guest Who Arrives Uninvited

Perhaps you have felt it too, this strange and particular loneliness that can arrive in the midst of what should be contentment.

It comes not as a dramatic crisis, but as a quiet recognition that settles over ordinary moments like dust gathering on something you once treasured.

Maybe it arrives on a Sunday afternoon when the week's responsibilities have been met, the house is in order, and you find yourself standing in your own kitchen, surrounded by the evidence of a life well-managed, yet feeling like the ghost of something is trying to get your attention from the periphery of your vision.

Or perhaps it visits you in those in-between moments—waiting for your coffee to brew, sitting in the car before you go into the grocery store—when the constant motion of your days suddenly stills, and in that stillness, you hear it: the sound of your own creative pulse, faint but persistent, like a heartbeat you had forgotten you possessed.

You have learned to live with this quiet ache, this sense that somewhere along the way, in the process of becoming a responsible adult, you left something essential behind. Not something you can name easily, not something others would recognize as missing when they look at your capable, well-organized life.

But you know it's gone.

You know it in the way you avoid the art supply store, walking quickly past its windows. You know it in the way you've stopped mentioning the novel you always meant to write, the photography class you keep meaning to take, the piano that has become a very expensive surface for mail.

You know it in the way you can plan a dinner party, manage a household budget, solve problems at work with quiet competence, yet feel utterly lost when someone asks you what you actually want to do on a free Saturday.

The Terrible Gift of Success

The cruelest irony: the very qualities that have made you successful in building this admirable lif… your discipline, your ability to delay gratification, your talent for putting others' needs before your own… these same gifts have become the bars of a cage you didn't realize you were building.

You learned to be good at what was expected.

You learned to find satisfaction in completion, in checking boxes, in the quiet pride of being someone others can count on.

You learned these things so well that you forgot to ask whether they were feeding the deepest parts of yourself.

And now, when someone praises your reliability, your thoughtfulness, your ability to hold it all together, their words land with a strange weight.

You smile and say thank you, but something inside you goes very still and uneasy, like a bird sensing something it cannot quite see.

Because you have become reliable to everyone except the part of yourself that dreams.

You have become thoughtful about every need except your own creative hunger.

You can hold everything together except the fraying thread that once connected you to your own aliveness.

The late afternoon light slants through your window, honey-colored and beautiful, and instead of reaching for a sketchpad to capture it, or sitting down to write about how it makes you feel, you think about what you should make for dinner.

The impulse to create flickers and dies, smothered by the weight of practical concerns that have somehow become the only concerns that matter.

The Inheritance of Diminishment

This is not your fault.

Somewhere along the way, perhaps so gradually you didn't notice, you learned that creativity was a luxury for people who didn't have real responsibilities.

You learned that the desire to make something beautiful, to express something true, to spend time in the company of your own imagination was... frivolous. Self-indulgent. Something you could return to later, when everything else was taken care of.

But when, exactly, is everything else ever taken care of?

When do the needs of others, the demands of daily life, the endless horizon of responsible tasks ever say, "We are finished now. Go play. Go create. Go remember what it feels like to be fully alive."

They never do. And so you wait.

And in the waiting, something precious begins to atrophy.

Not just your ability to draw or write or sing, but your connection to the part of yourself that knows what brings you joy, what makes your heart quicken, what would make you feel like yourself again.

You begin to forget what you loved before you were told what you should love.

You begin to lose touch with the difference between what energizes you and what depletes you, because both have become equally necessary, equally automatic.

Late at night, when the house is quiet and everyone else's needs have been met, you sometimes catch yourself staring at the ceiling, wondering when you became a stranger to your own desires.

The Purpose of Your Longing

What if I told you that this ache, this creative starvation, is not a character flaw?

What if I told you this creative freeze is a luxury you can't afford?

What if I told you it's a compass needle, pointing you toward the most essential work of being human?

What if the very fact that you feel this emptiness means you are meant for something more alive than what you're currently living?

A New Aliveness, Right Where You Are

There is another country available to you. Not a distant land you must journey to, but a way of inhabiting the very life you already possess, a secret landscape waiting to be explored.

Imagine this…

It is Tuesday evening. The dishes are done, the emails answered, the small daily obligations met with your usual quiet competence.

But….

Instead of collapsing into the familiar stupor of screen-watching…

Instead of that bone-deep fatigue that has become your evening companion…

You feel something else entirely.

A pull. Gentle but unmistakable.

It leads you to the closet where you stored that box of art supplies, the one you packed away "temporarily" three years ago. You retrieve a sketchbook, run your fingers over its clean pages, and settle into a chair by the window.

Not to create a masterpiece. Not to prove anything to anyone.

Simply to feel the pleasant drag of charcoal across paper, to watch a line emerge that came from nowhere but your own hand.

There is no guilt.

No voice telling you this is time you should be spending this time more productively.

There is only the simple, nourishing joy of being present with yourself, of remembering what it feels like to play.

Or imagine this…

A request comes to you, asking that you take on yet another responsibility. Your mind begins its familiar anxious calculation: What will people think if I say no? How can I explain that I already feel stretched too thin? What kind of person prioritizes their own needs over others'?

But this time, something different happens.

You pause. You breathe.

You listen for a different kind of knowing, one that comes from somewhere deeper, more honest, beyond your worried thoughts. You feel the unmistakable sensation of a "no" in your body that is solid as a wall, clear as daylight.

And you honor it.

You speak your truth, kindly but without apology. You discover that the world does not end when you choose yourself.

Instead, something inside you that has been holding its breath for years finally exhales.

The Return of Color

This is the future that is waiting for you. Not a new life, but a new aliveness in the one you already have.

It is Saturday morning, and instead of rushing through your errands with that familiar sense of grinding obligation, you find yourself lingering in the farmer's market, genuinely curious about the conversation the flower vendor is having with another customer about the meaning of different colors of roses. You buy a small bouquet because their beauty calls to something in you that you had forgotten existed.

You bring them home and spend twenty minutes arranging them in an old mason jar, paying attention to the way the light catches their petals, the way their fragrance mingles with the coffee brewing in your kitchen. Twenty minutes that feel like an hour, an hour that feels like coming home.

It is the return of texture to a life that had become too smooth and flat and predictable.

The recovery of curiosity in place of automatic response.

The quiet revolution of choosing presence over productivity, even for small moments, even when no one is watching.

You begin to notice things again: the way afternoon light falls across your kitchen table, the particular quality of your child's laughter when they think no one is listening, the taste of your morning coffee when you drink it slowly instead of gulping it while checking your phone.

The Art of Being Present to Your Own Life

You start to remember that creativity is not just about making things with your hands, though it can be that too.

It is about bringing a quality of attention to whatever you are doing that transforms the mundane into something alive.

You discover that having a creative conversation with a friend—one where you are both genuinely curious, where neither of you knows where the talk will lead—is as nourishing as any artistic practice.

You remember that cooking a meal with attention and care, allowing yourself to experiment with flavors and textures, is its own form of creative expression.

You begin to understand that creativity is a way of being in the world, a quality of engagement with life itself.

There is no special providence one must be born with in order to enjoy creativity, no special talent or gift. 

And slowly, so gradually you might not notice at first, decisions begin to feel different.

Instead of the exhausting mental chess game of trying to figure out what you should want, what would make others happy, what would be the responsible choice, you start to hear the quiet voice of what you actually want.

Not in the big, life-altering ways that require courage you're not sure you possess, but in small, manageable moments throughout your day.

You want to take the longer route home because it goes past the lake.

You want to spend Sunday morning reading poetry instead of cleaning the garage.

You want to sign up for that pottery class, not because you have ambitions to become a professional potter, but because the idea of working with clay makes something inside you light up.

The End of Creative Starvation

Here is what you discover in this quiet return to yourself: the ache begins to ease.

Your life hasn’t suddenly become perfect, and your responsibilities still remain.

But, you are no longer spiritually starving in the midst of material plenty.

You remember what it feels like to feel genuinely excited about something, to look forward to a small creative experiment the way you once looked forward to Christmas morning.

You discover that when you honor your own creative impulses, even in small ways, you have more energy for everything else, not less.

The well that you thought was running dry begins to refill itself.

People begin to notice something different about you, though they might not be able to name what it is. There is a quality of aliveness in your presence that wasn't there before, a sense that you are more fully inhabiting your own life.

This is not about becoming someone new.

This is about coming home to who you have always been, underneath all the stories about who you thought you should be.

The Half-Truth That Holds Us Captive

Before we can step fully into this landscape of return, we must be willing to look at the story that has been keeping us from it.

Because between you and the creative aliveness you seek stands a belief so pervasive, so seemingly reasonable, that most of us never think to question it.

It is the belief that your adult life, with its responsibilities, its routines, its practical demands, is fundamentally incompatible with creativity.

This is the half-truth that has held you captive.

You have been told, in a thousand subtle ways, that the discipline you learned to manage a household, the focus you developed to see projects through to completion, the resilience you built while navigating difficult relationships… That these qualities belong only to the realm of obligation, that they are somehow separate from, even opposed to, your creative heart.

You have been led to believe that creativity requires a particular kind of freedom that your life simply doesn't allow, a spontaneity that responsibility has trained out of you, a luxury of time and space that feels as foreign as a distant country.

Yet, what if this story, convincing as it sounds, is the very thing that has been starving you?

Take a Moment to Consider…

  • Consider for a moment the life you have built.

  • Consider the quiet perseverance that has carried you through seasons of difficulty, the ability to tend to what matters even when enthusiasm has fled.

  • Consider the deep attention you have learned to give to the people you love, the way you can listen beneath their words to hear what they really need.

  • Consider the complex choreography of daily life that you manage with such grace that others rarely see the skill involved: the way you hold a dozen different threads in your mind at once, weaving them into something that resembles order.

You have been taught to call these things "life skills," as if they were mere utilities, practical tools for getting by.

But what if…

  • What if they are actually the foundation of every meaningful creative practice that has ever existed?

  • What if the attention you learned while comforting a crying child is the same quality of presence that brings a poem to life?

  • What if the patience you developed while learning to grow a garden is the same patience that allows a painting to emerge slowly, layer by layer?

  • What if the capacity to begin again that you have cultivated through years of showing up consistently—returning to difficult projects after setbacks, rebuilding trust after misunderstandings, starting fresh each Monday despite last week's disappointments—is the very quality that every creative person must possess to sustain their work over time?

Wisdom Hidden in Plain Sight

The problem is not that your creative spirit has vanished.

The problem is not that you lack the qualities necessary for meaningful creative expression.

The problem is that you have been taught to use your immense power only in service of others' visions, others' needs, others' definitions of what matters.

You have built a remarkable engine of attention and care, and you have been told it can only be used to plow someone else's field.

But the discipline that sees you through a difficult week is the same discipline that can sustain a daily creative practice.

The sensitivity that makes you aware of when something feels wrong in your household is the same sensitivity that can guide you toward your greatest inspiration to create your art.

The resilience that has carried you through loss and disappointment is the same resilience that can help you stay with a creative project when it feels stuck or uncertain.

You already possess everything you need.

You have simply never been shown how to turn these powers toward the nourishment of your own creative life.

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Perhaps you are wondering how I came to understand this principle—that your professional strengths are not the enemy of your creativity, but its greatest untapped resource. 

The answer found me through a profound and unexpected consequence of work I thought I already understood.

The Question that Found Me

For the last six years, I had been walking two parallel paths, not realizing they were leading to the same destination.

  • On one road, I walked as a spiritual mentor, meeting people at the crossroads of their lives, sitting with their large questions about meaning and purpose. This outer work demanded an inner journey, forcing me to wrestle with my own beliefs and hold my own ideas about meaning up to the light.

  • On the other road, the one I walked mostly in private, I was a creative trying to survive. This path was less about philosophy and more about the raw, practical demands of keeping the lights on—writing when I felt empty, creating when I felt lost.

I was teaching a class called "Coming Home to Yourself," a journey into the mysteries of spiritual intuition. The curriculum was clear, the intention straightforward.

But then something began to happen that was not part of my design.

Private messages started arriving in my inbox, notes filled with a quiet astonishment.

  • One student had picked up poetry again after years of abandoning their practice.

  • Another suddenly “felt free enough” (her words) to once again begin painting after a many-years long creative freeze.

  • Still another had a major creative breakthrough on a writing project they had been struggling for months to complete, saying “it felt like the answer fell into my lap”.

They were experiencing what I could only call a startling creative recovery.

And it had almost nothing to do with the intended outcomes of the curriculum I thought I was teaching.

It was humbling, and it prompted a period of deep reflection. I had to understand the 'why' behind this beautiful phenomenon.

The Great Winnowing

This insistent question from my students forced me to see that my two roads were not separate at all.

I began what I consider a great winnowing, looking back over six years of work, sifting through client sessions and workshops and my own journals, letting the chaff of complication fall away, searching for the single, solid grain of truth at the center of it all.

And I found it.

I realized that we have all been overcomplicating the quest. The search for meaning, beautiful as it is, has been a kind of misdirection.

The real human longing, the one that beats beneath all our seeking, is for aliveness itself. It is the desire to feel the full current of life interpenetrating us and the world we live in, intertwining us together in a beautiful dance.

I saw with piercing clarity that creativity is the conversation of being alive itself.

  • Creativity is how we participate in and co-author our own existence.

  • Meaning is not a destination we arrive at; it is a shelter we build, piece by piece, as an emergent property of that alive participation.

  • Purpose is not a map we are given, but the path that appears behind us, visible only in hindsight, after we have had the courage to walk.

The Synthesis

My work then became clear. I needed to create a single, elegant framework that honored this truth.

I began to mindfully weave together the most potent, essential practices from my high-touch private coaching, the specific exercises from my classes that so unexpectedly rang the bell, and the hard-won wisdom from my own journey through the dark woods.

This carefully crafted process is the work I came to call The Soul's Compass.

It is the culmination of this entire journey, and it’s the first workshop I have ever made that explicitly weaves together our creative recovery and our spiritual well-being, because I now know they are the same conversation.

The Compass You Were Born With

The Soul's Compass is built on a simple, grounded understanding of your own inner terrain, using language that feels as real and elemental as the physical world around us.

  • We come to know your Heart as the Magnet—the source of your deepest desires and your most honest inspiration…

  • We come to understand your Mind as the Needle—that brilliant, analytical faculty…

  • And we learn to trust your Body as the Casing—the physical instrument that holds it all together...

This is a compass you already possess.

This work is simply about remembering how to read it.

The Gift I Desire to Pay Forward

Perhaps you wonder why this remembering has become my life's work, why I have dedicated myself to this particular form of guidance.

It is because long before I had the language of coaching or the structure of workshops, I was shown the way by others who knew how to read their own inner compass.

I was a young person, earnest and hungry for direction, when I encountered the most profound spiritual teachers I have ever known.

They were not ministers or gurus. They did not speak directly of sacred things.

They were my art and literature teachers, standing in the ordinary classrooms of my youth.

  • One was a woman who could hold a single line of poetry up to the light and turn it like a prism…

  • Another was a woman who spoke of shaping clay with such reverence that you understood she was really speaking about the art of shaping a life...

These teachers did not give me simple or direct answers.

They gave me something far more valuable: they gave me back to myself.

In their presence, I felt the unmistakable sensation of my own soul coming into focus, my own creative authority awakening from whatever sleep it had been in.

This is the inheritance I choose to carry. This is the gift I feel compelled to pay forward.

If I accomplish one thing before I die, it will be to become for others what those teachers were for me: a keeper of that quiet flame, someone who can create a space where you remember the sound of your own voice, where you feel the contours of your own creative authority.

This work is not my business in the conventional sense. It is the answer to the calling of my own heart, the most honest and alive way I know how to participate in the world.

Voices from the Journey

I have been privileged to witness what happens when people begin to read their own compass, when they start to distinguish between what truly nourishes them and what merely looks good on paper.

Their stories are notes from a journey of homecoming, each one unique but sharing the common melody of someone learning to trust their own inner guidance.

Most of these are not stories about dramatic life overhauls or miraculous transformations.

They are stories about people who learned to read the quiet signals of their own compass, who found the courage to honor what they discovered there, and who began to live from that place of inner authority.

They are stories of people who discovered that creativity is not about becoming someone new, but about becoming more fully, more honestly, and more joyfully awake and actively participatory in their unique aliveness.

The Invitation

This is the journey I would like to formally invite you to take.

It is the work of a lifetime, distilled into a single, guided experience that honors both the depth of the transformation and the reality of your daily life.

I call it, simply, The Soul's Compass.

It is the definitive path to recalibrate your relationship with your own creative authority, to reclaim the vitality that is your birthright, and to finally feel at home in your own, beautiful, creative skin.

It’s a gentle guide to the territory you already inhabit: the undiscovered country of your own aliveness.

The Six Worlds of The Soul's Compass

This is the journey home to yourself, and it unfolds in a series of deliberate, meaningful landscapes.

Each lesson is a world unto itself, and each prepares you for the one to come.

This is an intentionally slow journey, as rushing through these territories will not give you what you need. Instead, you’ll be dwelling in them long enough to let their gifts change you.

  • Every meaningful journey requires a place of safe harbor to gather your bearings, check your instruments, and prepare for the voyage ahead. You cannot navigate the vastness of your own inner world from a place of anxiety and overwhelm; you must begin from solid ground, with a clear understanding of the territory you're about to explore.

    This first lesson is about discovering that you already possess a sophisticated inner guidance system, your Soul's Compass, comprised of three distinct but interconnected parts: your Mind (the needle that analyzes and plans), your Body (the casing that provides real-time wisdom through sensation), and your Heart (the magnet that holds your deepest authentic desires). You will learn that when these three aspects work in coherence, they create a more confident sense of direction toward a life of creative aliveness and meaning.

    In this gentle beginning, you will be invited to:

    • Learn the foundational language of your inner compass, discovering how your Mind, Body, and Heart each contribute essential information to your creative navigation, and why only addressing one part of yourself is the reason why you’ve had inconsistent results in your creative life 

    • Distinguish between authentic values and borrowed "should stories" that may have quietly replaced your own desires with external expectations, giving you the foundation for the upcoming lessons where you deep-dive into recognizing the physical and emotional signals that reveal when you're living by someone else's stories rather than your own

    • Master the Clarifying Breathwork technique: a simple but potent four-part breathing practice that shifts your nervous system out of chronic stress and into a state of calm alertness, giving you the best foundation to receive clear inner guidance for creative problem solving and contemplation

    • Take your first compass reading through guided journaling prompts that help you truly identify what genuinely energizes you versus what leaves you feeling drained and disconnected, beginning to make the invisible patterns of your life visible and workable

    • Discover the profound difference between living values and mere concepts, learning to recognize values as living energies that flow through your choices, your body's responses, and your heart's visions rather than static ideas you think you should hold

    • Understand the power of coherence: that magical state where all three parts of your compass align, creating the foundation for creative flow and eliminating the exhausting inner conflict that blocks authentic expression


    This lesson addresses the common frustration of feeling scattered and unclear about your creative direction. Instead of another system to manage, you'll learn a simple breathwork technique that actually works to calm an overactive mind when you need it most. Through specific journaling exercises, you'll be gently encouraged to begin making lists of what energizes versus drains you, giving you tangible data about your authentic preferences rather than vague insights.

    You'll complete this lesson with a reliable four-part breathing practice you can use whenever you feel overwhelmed and an honest baseline understanding of your current creative landscape. Most importantly, you'll have the foundational framework of the Soul's Compass that will guide all the deeper work in the lessons ahead, along with the beginning ability to distinguish between your authentic signals and external expectations.

  • Once the waters are calm, we can begin to see what lies beneath the surface. For years, you have been navigating with maps that are not your own. They are the faded, brittle charts of your family, your culture, and your profession. They are the inherited beliefs and unconscious "shoulds" that have guided you to a place that does not feel like home.

    This lesson is an act of gentle archaeology. We are here to finally see the maps for what they are. You will learn to distinguish between the values that genuinely energize your mind and the adopted "shoulds" you've mistaken for your own. This distinction determines whether creativity flows freely or gets trapped in endless loops of self-doubt and creative anxiety.

    In this exploration, you will:

    • End the exhausting internal debate by learning to recognize when your mind is operating from authentic values versus borrowed rules, freeing you from the constant second-guessing that drains your creative energy before you even begin

    • Experience profound self-compassion as you see clearly that your creative blocks aren't personal failures but the natural result of trying to create from someone else's blueprint, a revelation that lifts the heavy weight of self-blame

    • Understand your inner critic as a misguided protector by learning that this harsh internal voice is trying enforcing rules in the name of keeping you safe, which you never consciously chose. This allows you to begin responding with compassion rather than resistance

    • Reclaim your mental sovereignty by making visible the invisible "should stories" that have been running your creative life, giving you the awareness necessary to begin making conscious choices over which voices you allow to guide you

    • Create space for inspiration to emerge by calming the hypervigilant mind that has been scanning for creative "dangers," allowing the natural flow between mind, body, and heart to resume

    This lesson will offer you the profound gift of seeing the elegant architecture of your own creative blocks. By gently laying out the inherited beliefs and unconscious rules you have lived by, you will understand that feeling stuck is not a character flaw but a systems problem. Beginning this identification process helps you begin truly seeing where your strength lies, giving you permission to release an immense amount of wasted energy so you can replace self-criticism with the grounded confidence to creatively begin.

  • Your body is not a machine to be optimized or a vessel to be transcended. It is a sophisticated, intelligent system that holds the entirety of who you are. Your body carries deep wisdom in bone, breath, and blood, storing the memory of every experience that has shaped you. This is where all creative energy begins: not just as an idea in your mind, but as a living impulse moving through your physical being.

    While your Mind analyzes yesterday's regrets and tomorrow's plans, your Body exists solely in this moment, tracking the subtle shift in a room's energy, sensing the unspoken tension in a loved one's posture, feeling the first whisper of creative possibility before your analytical mind can even name it. This real-time awareness is essential for creative living. Without it, your creative impulses remain disconnected and unable to manifest into meaningful action.

    In this lesson, you will:

    • Learn the foundational principles of somatic intelligence and how your body processes information from over twenty sensory channels, giving you the framework to understand why your physical responses are actually a sophisticated form of creative guidance rather than mere "feelings"

    • Distinguish between the expansion of authentic aliveness and the constriction of borrowed values through the unmistakable physical sensations that arise when you're moving toward or away from your true creative nature

    • Practice the complete Body Clearing Exercise: a guided meditation that teaches you to release stored emotional and physical tension, creating the neutral and receptive state necessary for authentic creative work by signaling safety to your nervous system

    • Complete the Body's Core Values identification process where you use specific body memories of feeling fully alive and present to discover 3-5 authentic values, learning to distinguish what your body naturally celebrates from what you think should matter

    • Master the Body Wisdom Mapping technique that connects abstract value words like "Authenticity" to their specific physical signatures in your body, creating a reliable somatic reference system you can consult in real-time to know whether you're moving toward or away from alignment

    • Transform your relationship with creative discomfort by understanding that avoiding creative work is often not laziness, but a flight from the physical intensity of your own unexpressed aliveness trying to move through you

    • Establish embodied safety as the foundation for all authentic creative work, learning to signal to your nervous system that it's safe to open, to create, to be seen in your full creative expression

    This is the work of reconnecting, a conscious return to the creative conversation between your mind and body that has been waiting to be expressed through you. You will learn to recognize your body's honest signals and begin trusting its natural rhythms, understanding that when you honor your physical needs, you restore access to your fundamental aliveness. Through developing this relationship with your body's wisdom, you begin to experience glimpses of effortless, aligned action where creativity can flow through you more naturally.

  • There exists within you a timeless voyager, an aspect of yourself that existed before the world told you who to be and will remain long after. This is your Heart, the magnetic center of your Soul's Compass, the part of you that speaks through visions, dreams, and the undeniable longings that arise in quiet moments. While your Mind adapts to cultural rules and your Body absorbs physical-experience patterns, your Heart remains untouched by these layers, pointing always toward your most authentic self.

    Your Heart carries a second, unseen pulse that is equally vital to your creative life. Instead of blood, this heartbeat uses currents of inspiration, sudden rushes of excitement about new ideas, and the inexplicable waves that urge you to create. This is not mere fantasy or idle daydreaming. This is the very experience of aliveness flowing through you, calling you to engage, to shape, and to co-create with the world. This is the energy that fuels your most meaningful work, the magnetic pull that your compass needle seeks to follow.

    In this lesson, you will learn to:

    • Navigate the symbolic landscape of your deepest wisdom, discovering how your Heart communicates through a unique dialect shaped by your lived experiences

    • Distinguish between the authentic voice of your original nature and the limiting "should stories" that modern life has layered over your true desires, learning to recognize when creative blockage stems from dismissing your Heart's guidance as "impractical"

    • Enter the sacred space of receptive not knowing, developing the essential creative skill of sitting with uncertainty and trusting the pull of your inner magnet without needing the full map laid out before you

    • Journey to the cottage of your Heart through a profound guided meditation that creates a direct line of communication with the wisest, most creative part of yourself, meeting this aspect of your being in a space built from your truest, most authentic joys

    • Translate symbolic, non-verbal wisdom into tangible core values that become the magnetic points of your Soul's Compass, discovering the "why" that gives your creative work meaning and direction rather than just the "how"

    • Begin restoring your connection to the field of potential where time folds, metaphors become living and responsive, and the deep archetypes of the world offer counsel to those who prove worthy by learning their symbolic language

    This is the work of reunification, proving to your Heart that you can approach with courage and humility, that you are willing to receive inspiration on its own terms rather than demanding it arrive on schedule to fit neatly into your plans. You will discover that your Heart is not a vending machine for creativity, but a source of shapeshifting wisdom that reveals itself only to those who honor its mysterious nature. Through this practice of deep listening you restore your connection to the very source of aliveness itself, learning to create without forcing and wonder without needing guarantees.

  • You have journeyed deep into the three distinct territories of your inner world, learning to listen to the strategic Mind that analyzes and plans, the deeply wise Body that communicates through sensation, and the visionary Heart that calls through symbols and longings. You have begun the vital work of identifying the values that resonate with each sacred part of your being. Now, you arrive at the pivotal moment where we compare the map of your authentic values to the actual territory of your daily life.

    This moment requires profound courage, for there is often a striking gap between the values we believe we hold and the values our choices, habits, and emotions actually demonstrate. This gap is the natural, inevitable result of living in the world, where your Mind has absorbed "should stories," your Body carries patterns of past trauma, and your Heart's whispers have been dismissed as impractical. This inner dissonance is the primary source of creative friction, the nagging anxiety behind projects that feel like constant uphill battles, the feeling of trying to navigate with a compass needle pulled in three different directions at once.

    In this lesson, you will learn to:

    • Create an unflinchingly honest inventory of your lived reality by examining how your time, energy, money, and environment actually flow. You’ll discover that these resources are not neutral, but the most accurate reflection of your current, active value system

    • Map your inner world through the powerful "Three Columns" exercise, laying out your authentic values, inherited stories, and lived reality side-by-side to finally see the patterns, harmonies, and conflicts that define your current creative life

    • Identify points of coherence where you're already living in alignment with your authentic self. You’ll recognize where your creative flow is strongest and celebrating the truth that you are already on the path in meaningful ways

    • Uncover the specific points of dissonance where your lived reality contradicts your core values, understanding how inherited "should stories" and fear-based patterns create the magnetic interference that pulls your compass off course

    • Transform this inventory from a source of judgment into a tool of liberation, learning to approach your discoveries with the eyes of a curious explorer rather than a harsh critic. Seeing discrepancies as the first courageous sign of awakening

    • Discover that your current "failures" contain your greatest strengths, recognizing that the focus, discipline, and resilience you already demonstrate—even in service of borrowed values—are the raw materials for your creative freedom

    This is a liberating act of deep honesty, the moment you stop guessing about why you feel stuck and start seeing it with undeniable clarity. You will learn to resist self-judgment and embrace self-recognition, creating a clear, honest map of your inner landscape as it is right now, not as you think it should be. Through this courageous exploration, you’ll begin to uncover some of the remarkable skills you already possess, that can be redirected towards the creative life you truly desire to live.

  • You have journeyed courageously into the heart of your own inner landscape, creating the profound Three Columns map that laid out the honest, tangible evidence of your life as it is today. You brought the authentic whispers of your Soul's Compass into conversation with the inherited stories you carry and the lived reality of your daily choices. Perhaps in looking at the gaps between the life you desire and the life you are living, you felt that familiar pang of disappointment or frustration. This feeling is not only normal, it is the sacred and fertile ground from which all meaningful change begins.

    Now, at this crucial juncture, we are going to do something remarkable. We are going to apply the very principles of creativity to the landscape of your life, for creativity is not just about making art. It is the primary way we make meaning, solve problems, and CREATE a life where we experience true aliveness.

    Your seemingly discouraging lived reality is actually a rich collection of raw materials. These are the powerful ingredients you have been working with your entire life. We are here to become artisans of our own lives, learning to use what we have to create a new masterpiece: a life that feels authentic and vibrantly alive.

    In this final lesson, you will learn to:

    • Identify your unique "superpower": the hidden mastery within your most consistent daily actions that you wield so naturally you may not even recognize it as a distinct strength, discovering how to consciously redirect this existing power toward your authentic creative desires

    • Create your "first domino" action using the principles of masterful redirection rather than struggle, choosing a single, tiny step that utilizes your existing superpower and is so small it can fly under the radar of your inner critic while still honoring an authentic value

    • Master the art of internal negotiation through the Inner Council Dialogue, creating consensus between your Mind, Body, and Heart before taking action, ensuring that all parts of your being feel safe, seen, and committed to the new direction

    • Execute your 48-Hour Quest: the crucial moment where insight becomes embodiment, taking your small, specific, and internally-negotiated step within two days and proving to every part of your being that you are capable of choosing a new direction

    • Complete the cycle of momentum through the non-negotiable power of celebration, understanding how conscious rewards create a healthy neurological feedback loop that rewires your system for creative thriving rather than creative avoidance

    • Distinguish between intrinsic and extrinsic motivation, learning to connect your actions to the deep, essential "why" that comes from your Heart while using celebration as the extrinsic confirmation that solidifies your intrinsic motivation

    • Build sustainable creative momentum through the fundamental rhythm of aligned action followed by conscious celebration, discovering how to work with your own neurobiology rather than against it to create lasting change

    This final lesson is about masterful redirection, not struggle. You will discover that you don't need to build a new self from scratch. Instead you need to learn the alchemy of consciously wielding the incredible power you already possess. Through identifying your existing genius and learning to aim it toward your Heart's authentic desires, you create a powerful feedback loop where small, aligned actions build upon themselves. 

    You will move from understanding your inner world to actually using that knowledge in your daily life, taking concrete steps that prove to yourself you can make decisions and take actions based on your authentic values rather than external expectations.

Your Questions, Answered with Care 

As we stand here at this crossroads, it is only natural that some final, practical questions may arise. After all, you’re someone who has thoughtful inquiry and consideration about the journey ahead. Let me address what I imagine might be stirring in your mind.

  • I hear this so deeply, and I would not ask you to take this journey if it were simply one more bucket to fill from a well that's already running dry. 

    Here's what I've learned: the river of your energy is already flowing powerfully every single day. The challenge is that much of it is being diverted into channels that don't truly nourish you, usually into obligations that feel hollow, projects that drain rather than energize you, the constant low-grade effort of living by someone else's definition of what matters.

    This work is not about finding more energy! It's about redirecting the energy you already have. Utilizing the practices I’ve designed will help you reclaim your time by giving you the clarity to stop spending your precious vitality on things that leave you feeling empty. 

    You can either take this journey at your own pace, or you can join me for a guided 6 week exploration. Whichever pace suits you best, I’ve made it as accessible to your schedule as possible. 

  • The reason most other approaches haven't lasted is that they tried to solve a soul-level challenge with purely mental solutions. They gave you more to think about, more systems to manage, more rules to follow.

    But for the majority of us in the modern world, creativity is not a productivity problem. The challenge is reconnecting with the feeling of aliveness that gets buried under the demands of adult life.

    This journey is different because it works with your body's wisdom and your heart's authentic desires, not just your mind's good intentions.

    The culmination of the class is you taking small, bite-sized action to begin reclaiming your creative life on moment at a time.

    It’s designed specifically to be sustainable, work with your nervous system and body, work with your brain, and finally give your heart some room to express itself.

    The changes that last are not the ones we understand intellectually; they're the ones we feel in our bones.

  • This question breaks my heart because it comes from such a real place of fear. I’ve been there, too!

    But here's what I know after years of this work: creativity is not a talent you either have or don't have. It's your birthright as a human being.

    It's the way you approach a conversation, solve a problem at work, arrange objects on your kitchen counter, or listen to music that moves you.

    We're not looking for hidden artistic genius (although as you recover you may find that!). Instead, we're reconnecting you with that fundamental human capacity for curiosity, play, and meaning-making that was yours when you were young and unconcerned with being "good" at anything.

    That capacity hasn't disappeared. It's been buried under layers of "should stories" and practical concerns.

    But it's still there, ardently waiting.

  • Absolutely not. This work is not an escape plan. It's a homecoming.

    I would never suggest you should abandon the life you’ve built–after all, there is lots you appreciate about that life! This work helps to infuse that life you already have with more aliveness, more color, more of what makes you feel genuinely present and engaged.

    The teachings help you to be able to recognize the small moments where you can choose aliveness over obligation, where you can honor your authentic values within the structure of your existing responsibilities.

    Sometimes the most radical act is learning to bring your whole self to the life you already have.

  • It is a significant investment, and I want to honor that.

    The way I can answer this is to ask you: what is the cost of continuing to live with that quiet sense that something essential is missing? 

    What is the price of waking up a year from now feeling exactly the same way you feel today: successful on paper but somehow starved of the very thing that makes life feel worth living?

    This is an investment in learning to trust your own inner compass, in reclaiming your attention from a world that constantly tries to steal it, in discovering that you already possess everything you need to create a life that feels authentically yours.

Is This Journey for You?

This journey is not for everyone, and that's exactly as it should be. It requires a certain readiness, a willingness to look honestly at your life and engage in the quiet, steady work of alignment.

This conversation may be for you if you recognize yourself in these words:

  • You have built what others would call a good life, yet you move through your days feeling like a part of yourself is missing. You know the particular loneliness of being appreciated for who you appear to be while feeling unseen in who you actually are.

  • This work is for you if you have already tried the intellectual approaches like the productivity systems, the goal-setting frameworks, or the motivational books, and discovered they can organize your life but not touch the deeper ache. You've come to understand that another strategy will not solve what is fundamentally a question of aliveness.

  • This journey is for you if your creative longing is about feeling that unmistakable current of vitality flowing through your days again. You sense that creativity is not a skill to acquire but your very life force, and you're ready to learn how to participate with it once more.

  • This path is for you if you're no longer willing to accept the story that your responsibilities are the enemy of your spirit. You're ready for a more mature approach, one that honors the strength and wisdom you've developed in your adult life and shows you how to wield it for the nourishment of your own soul.

  • And finally, this work is for you if that quiet ache of unexpressed aliveness has become more insistent than your fear of change. If the cost of staying exactly where you are has become, in its own quiet way, greater than the uncertainty of taking a different path.

If these words land not just in your mind as an interesting idea, but in your body as a quiet, familiar truth, then perhaps this threshold has been waiting for you.

The Practicalities of the Journey

When you choose to step across this threshold, you will receive immediate and lifetime access to the complete Soul's Compass journey:

  • The Six Core Lessons that guide you through identifying your authentic values, understanding your inherited stories, mapping your lived reality, and taking your first aligned actions toward creative recovery.

  • A Complete Collection of Guided Meditations and Embodiment Practices including the Clarifying Breathwork track, Body Clearing exercises, Heart Connection meditation, and Grounding practices that create the foundation for all authentic creative work.

  • The Soul's Compass Lesson Workbooks that include every exercise, journaling prompts, and diagnostic tool you need to create your personal map and maintain your creative momentum over time.

Two Ways to Travel:

Option 1


Self-Guided Journey $247

Complete lifetime access to all materials, released gradually over six weeks to allow for deep integration.

Designed for those who prefer to work at their own pace with the full curriculum.

Option 2


Supported Journey

Registration Closed

Everything in the self-guided journey, plus six weeks of live group coaching calls where you can ask questions, receive guidance, and connect with others on the same path.

This is perfect for those who value an intimate container of like-minded fellow travelers, as well as gentle accountability.

I Hope You’ll Join Me

We began this conversation standing at the quiet threshold between the admirable life you have built and the one where your creative vitality finally comes home to you.

The question that has hummed beneath every word is not how to find more time or better strategies, but how to reconnect with that wonderful state which makes aliveness—and creativity, and art, and meaning—inevitable.

As Robert Henri knew…

“The object isn't to make art; it's to be in that wonderful state of creative engagement with life itself.”

And as that beautiful passage from The Dead Poet’s Society reminds us…

“Medicine, law, business, engineering, these are all noble pursuits, and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for.”

The Soul's Compass is your guide back to that state of creative aliveness. It’s a way of reading the territory you already inhabit: the undiscovered country of your own authentic desires and values.

This is the work I was put here to do, the synthesis of everything I have learned about the intersection of creativity and aliveness. If you have felt the truth of this conversation in your bones, if you are ready to stop searching for answers outside yourself and start listening to the compass you were born with, then I invite you to begin.

Your compass is waiting.

From my fire-feathered heart to yours,

Amaya

Amaya Rourke